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when i'm lost in the rain, in your eyes i know i'll find the light, to light my way
when i'm scared, losing ground, when my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around <3

i feel much better now (: (:

i really hate disappointing people, especially my mummy. and this time i've really disappointed myself too. i don't care if anyone does better than me, honestly, but i've failed to meet my own personal expections. dropping four grades for geog was horrid even though the entire class failed. and econs... :(:( when i got back my paper, i felt my eyes welling up and i was struggling to keep my emotions under control. couldn't even bear to look at miss ee cause i really felt as though i've disappointed her as well. it was like a slap across the face.

but i shan't cry over split milk. instead, i'll make sure i work harder and do better for the upcoming exams. and i won't be so naive anymore. anyhow.. i still feel terribly bad cause i've been feeling really sian for the past few days and i think its really unfair to you cause you'll have to bear with my sian-ness. you probably won't see this but i'm really sorry :(:(

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